Why I Am Dating My Husband Again

Joanna Venditti November 9, 2015 Family, Relationships, Popular

196373_17751841296_5343_nOne day, my six-year-old son turned to me, and asked a question that has changed the course of my marriage.

“Mommy.” He started. “When I grow up, do I have to get married?”

“No.” I replied. “You can do whatever you want, we just want you to be happy.”

“Okay good!” He said, with a look of relief spreading across his face. “Because I don’t want to have to fight with someone all of the time.”

This comment made my heart stop. The truth is, my husband Mike and I were fighting all of the time. We had become numb to the fact that our fights were getting louder, more frequent and happening a lot in front of our kids.

How did we get here? This was my best friend that I was at constant war with. The love of my life. The father of my children.

We first met through mutual friends at the end of high school. Although we were polar opposites, there was something that immediately drew us together. Whether we were hanging out with friends, snowboarding, having a lazy movie marathon, or just goofing off, we were inseparable.playing around

Back when we were dating… young, in love and care-free 

As days turned into months, we officially started dating and never looked back.

Six years later, we bought a house and got married. We had already been through some tough stuff by that point, including illness and long distance. We were such a strong unit and our friendship, that was at the core of our relationship, was still just as strong.

Soon after getting married, we seemed to have one devastating hurdle after another. We lost our beloved puppy, which made us feel like we had failed at our first experience as parents.WeddingThen, after becoming parents to our son, he had a really difficult time, struggling with sensory issues and a language delay.new parents

New parents – photo by Blue Bird Creative

Our second child, was a little unplanned. Although she was a much needed ray of sunshine, we were so burnt out from our son, that our love of parenting was dissapearing and we were just going through the motions.269700_10150232639031297_4870175_n

Family of four – photo by Blue Bird Creative

These events felt like waves crashing down on us. Just as we were able to pick ourselves up, another wave would come crashing down on us, throwing us to the ground.

Finally, for a little while, things were calm. We went without any major crisis for about a year. During that time we each worked on ourselves. I found myself again, realizing that being a stay at home mom wasn’t for me and after some trial and error, found the perfect work/mom life balance.

Although Mike and I were going on the occasional date, we relied on the fact that our relationship had always been very relaxed. We enjoyed watching TV together after our kids were in bed, and that seemed to be enough. Little did we realize that we were drifting apart.

After deciding our family wasn’t complete, we started trying for another baby.

But again, the waves of crisis reappeared and we were not ready…

We experienced one year of secondary infertility, with two early miscarriages. Found out we were expecting spontaneous twins and the life-alterning pregnancy that followed. The financial strain of adding two new members to our family, mostly because of the help we needed to hire to survive. All of the ups and downs of not only navigating newborn twins, but getting used to the new family dynamic of having four kids. Mike, getting used to a new commute for work that was keeping him on the road for three hours a day. Going viral with my blog and being in the spotlight. Giving multiple interviews a day for two weeks straight. Trying to find our footing once the press tapered off. Trying to decide if we should move or not, which we didn’t. Finally, our four-year-old suddenly started going through an extreme period of anxiety and we had to help her find her way out of the darkness.Family Sarah Martin Photography

Family of six – photo by Sarah Martin Photography

We were so beyond stressed that I was coping by pulling away and immersing myself in my work, and constantly getting breaks by going out with friends. Mike was becoming increasingly irritable, short tempered and impatient.

I found myself dreading Mike coming home from work, and for the first time in the fourteen years we had been together, I was starting to picture what life would be like if we were apart.

After I told Mike what Holden had said, he was shocked. We both were. We hadn’t realized how used to fighting we were. We started communicating, and during that open and honest discussion, I confided in Mike that if things continued on this path, I wouldn’t always be there. That I hadn’t signed up for a life with a person who was miserable all of the time. I also told him that I knew I had been so self-involved that I wasn’t at all helping the situation.

From that point on, we decided to communicate way more. Be on the same team. Let the little things go, and be more in tune with what kind of support the other person needed.

But the biggest realization we had was that, through all of those waves. Through all of the crisis we had experienced, we had solely been relying on our history, our strong foundation and friendship to be enough. Our relationship was always on the back burner. Despite what we had thought, it wasn’t enough.

Mike and I have gone back to dating. We have a babysitter that comes every Thursday evening so we can go out. Sometimes we plan something more elaborate, and other times we spontaneously choose a restaurant as we walk out the door.

But every single time we go out, we connect. We communicate and we listen to each other.Date night

Date night

Although we had never fallen out of love, we have a new relationship. We repaired the cracks in our foundation and started on an addition. Most of all, we are on the same page.

Our home is not full of yelling anymore. There is communication, laughter and positivity.

Now, when we ask our son about having a family one day, (although there is still no pressure) he excitedly tells us he would love to be married and have four kids – just like us.

Note: Mike helped write portions of this post. We both thought this was a very important story to tell.

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18 thoughts on “Why I Am Dating My Husband Again”

  1. It is so refreshing to read such honest (and probably hard-to-write) words.
    Moms of four rarely talk about problems in their marriage. I, personally, am under the false belief sometimes that we must have the perfect marriage (or at least pretend to have one) because we have kids. Not so hastily…
    Thank you so much for these encouraging words!

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  2. Joanna and Mike,

    This was a fabulous post. Knowing both of you and being the same age, my wife and i have realized that we are feeling the same way. The only time we spend “quality” time together is when we are falling asleep in bed watching the newest series of whatever on couchtuner. side note…check out couchtuner, its amazing!.
    Reading this post has brought some serious clarity to the situation that my wife and i are quickly falling into. Thank you for posting this and verbalizing how things can change when life happens but most importantly, that there is hope to bring it back.
    i wish you both well and hope our paths will cross again. Joanna, my wife wants to be friends with you…



    1. Thanks so much Kyle (and wife)! I am so glad that our story impacted you. Yes, definitely shake things up and make sure you get out. We still love our TV series. I will for sure check out couchtuner. That would be great to cross paths, and I will totally be friends with your wife. Now, go and plan your date!

      1. Although I would normally be way to young to read such a family story(I am 15), I still loved how you wrote this post! I think k it’s amazing how you and Mike found your way back to a happy life! 🙂
        Greetings from Germany

  3. Wonderful post! Too often couples focus on the children at the expense of growing their relationship not realizing that their children feel much more secure when Mommy and Daddy are happy together.

  4. How brave of you both to write this post. In reading it I’ve found it to be very close to home. My six year old daughter asked ‘why do people get married, if all they do is fight?’ I was shocked that this was her perception of marriage and our relationship. I think to many people give up on their marriage without even trying. My husband likes to workout at our local gym. So we’ve decided to start going together in the afternoon while the kids are still at school (he works spilt shifts). Hope everything works out well for you and I’m so glad to know it’s not just us. X

  5. Thanks for writing this! I needed to hear it. We just had our second, our first was/is exceptionally hard (but happy) . I couldn’t have worked if I wanted too, which made the stress on my husband bad …… Anyway long story short we need to start dating again so that we can like each other again. Thanks

  6. This was a refreshing read. When I was diagnosed with breast cancer two years ago, our four kids, my health, financial strain, and work schedules became our four areas of focus. Now that I am on the mend, I feel myself pulled in different directions: to volunteer my time and efforts as a way to pay back the community that assisted during my illness, to generate some income (I have been a stay at home mom for many years), and to regain my footing with our normal, daily lives. In the meantime, as you eloquently stated, I have relied on the strength of me and my husband’s past to keep our relationship going. Your post here makes me realize that I have to be sure I’m making our marriage a priority as well. Thank you for sharing your story!

  7. Thanks for sharing your story. I feel that my husband and I need to “date” as well. I work first shift and he works more of a second shift and he works weekends. Along with working full time .. Im taking graduate courses to earn my masters. We have two kids (6 and 4 years old). The kids are involved in lots of activities . I feel sometimes like we are just teammates raising our kids. We truly need time for “us”. We are always just SOOO tired. Our relationship started quite differently . My first husband was tragically killed in an accident in 2009…When our daughter was 11 weeks old. He was my high school love who I had been with for 9 years. So, my current husband and I never got to really “date”. Our relationship started as him helping me with the baby and helping me through severe depression and grieving . We got married a year later and I actually got pregnant with our son on our honeymoon. While I was pregnant … My husband watched his father die slowly from cancer . We’ve been through sooo much and been there for each other… However our main focus has been on being good parents . I would love in 2016 to make it a priority to “date” my husband. One day the kids will be grown and it will just be us and we need to like each other lol. He is an amazing father, but for our kids and for us … We need to make our marriage a priority. Thanks for sharing your story as it encouraged me to share mine. God bless and please pray that we can make a plan to date! 😉


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